Fear. I kind of wish it would limit itself to October and Halloween and we’d only have to deal with it then like we only deal with snow in the winter and only in some places of the world, but that’s not possible because some fear can play a role in helping us grow. I don’t like that we have to live in a world where we need to be hardened a little bit (or a lot depending on our life) to make it through life without hating every moment, but the fact is that we do have some fearful or toughening experiences that it’s easier to navigate or survive if we’ve been beaten up a bit by life and developed some calluses if you will.
But I don’t think that having a few emotional calluses means that we can’t be hopeful or that we can’t be open to seeing the best in others, nor do I think that having a few calluses, and knowing that we could receive a few more, should stop us from living our lives and trying to accomplish victories. There’s a difference between insanity (doing the same thing again and expecting different results) and being willing to try something again, brave somewhere again, or revisit a conversation again. But sometimes I think we let the fear talk us into believing something falls under the heading of ‘insanity’ instead of trying again.
And I get it, no one really wants to repeat a catastrophic failure or get yelled at/emotionally beaten more than they have to, but I don’t think we should let the bad experiences or fears stop us from doing the things we love, being with the people we love, working a career we love, or living where we love. Yes, the bad experiences and interactions with negative people can really cause a mark, but letting the bad experiences in the past affect, impact or change the future significantly means that you’re giving them more power over your future than they probably should be given. There’s a difference between learning from your past and letting it shape you (or choosing to proceed with a lot of caution in certain areas or with certain people) and letting it stop you from living your life.
So the next time you have a tough experience or are met with fear, I encourage you to give a little more weight to the option that includes moving forward and trying again. It doesn’t have to be right away, healing is important, but sooner rather than later open yourself up to trying again and the possibility that your victories are still possible.